Happy Valentines Day....

This whole week I have been dreading the single most loneliest day of the year; Valentines Day. Every female in this world wants nothing more than love and affection from the perfect man. To make you feel amazing, like you truly know you are deep inside. Well ladies, these men DO NOT exist, simply because while they have the same physical attribute of a brain- they don't think nearly as deeply and hard as we do. Surprisingly, they are entirely TOO simple, which is why we can not understand them- we make it so much more complicated than it really is.

I sat up with a friend of mine last night, yes, a boy-friend. When i mentioned V-day his exact words were "I don't believe in Valentines day, since when does giving a girl flowers or candy justify his feelings for her? Just being with her and spending time with her should be enough" and I have to admit, i agree. but why is it that we are in such need of acknowledgement from the opposite sex, we don't feel pretty or whole unless a man tells us how beautiful we are. How dumb are we? We should by no means wait for someone else to tell us how beautiful we are. My new years resolution this year was to lose ten pounds. which i still intend on doing, but i would like to change my main goal to finding fulfillment and happiness within myself, because that is the only way i will truly be complete. ponder this....

loves and hugs. i hope you have a valentine, and if you dont you should love yourself how you want *him* to love you.

So i have decided I am absolutely horrible at keeping up with blogs. I'm just to lazy and honestly, I'm not really that full of things to talk about... so here goes.

Yesterday I watched someone snort drugs up their nose for the first time in my entire life. I can't get myself to understand why or how this person got involved in such behavior but I never expected it. CRAZY. that shit is seriously just so dirty and nasty, and WHY would you want to snort things up your nose like thinking about it makes me want to sneeze and itch. ew. period

I am in need of a little trip. Spring Break is march 1-9 and seriously, I have heard enough raving excitement out of MSU students all hype for Acapulco. :-( cousins, AZ time? LA time? any place other than MI? PLEASE? lol I am going back to NYC after spring break for Shannon's 21st, but still, I need somewhere warm to remind me how much I love summer. And, I miss the ocean.

Tuesday, I got tickets to the Funny Or Die comedy tour hosted by Will Ferrell. HILARIOUS. I took Jeff for his birthday and a couple of my girlfriends joined us. it was seriously a blast. Nick Swardson is absolutely amazing at stand-up, he might even be as funny as Dane Cook. It was a great show- and here are some jokes I enjoyed..

"If you don't know the difference between a spoon and a ladle, YOU'RE FAT" -Demetri Martin

"Onion rings are like a team, until you take the first bite and the onion part is like 'fuck it I'm goin'"- Nick Swardson

(if you don't know, Nick Swardson was in the movie I now Pronounce you Chuck and Larry he played Jessica Biel's gay brother.)

There were a million more but I'm drawing blanks! seriously, Youtube Nick Swardson OR go by his comedy CD called Party- number 1 comedy Cd in the nation!

COLLEGE

Today I started my classes for the spring semester. I am taking the following:

Japanese 2

Trig

Criminal Justice

Integrative Social Studies- Society & the mind

I changed my classes a million times but I finally think these are going to work out! I have ISS with Jess, and supposedly our professor is supposed to be the worst of the worst, but hopefully we can get through it. Japanese looks like its going to be tough... my four years is no longer going to help me ease through the class considering we are no longer allowed to speak in english unless asking... in Japanese. Trig sounds easy and I took calculus in h/s so... should be fine. anywho, I'm hoping to do a lot better this semester than I did last, and bring my gpa up!

Yesterday I saw PS I Love You. I cried like a baby and a group full of ten sorority girls were literally sobbing in front of us.. but really, it was so sad! to even imagine losing the love of your life at such a young age is mind boggling, I hope no one has to go through that. 

I also managed to fall asleep at 7pm today hoping to take a short nap, which turned into a 6 hour nap... and now I'm wondering if I am going to be able to fall back asleep.... probably not.

I have a billion errands to run tomorrow which hopefully I will be able to get some of them done, considering I have class until 7. This blog was kind of pointless, but oh well! Have a nice night, Y'alllll.

happy new year, i think?

So a new year is supposed to be time for a new start... it is January 6th, 2008, and i have managed to.

1. get a FLAT tire

2. end a relationship that I thought might be something good.

3. catch the flu

4. stay up until it actually reached daylight, no really, 8 am and i'm STILL not asleep.

So what is it that makes a new YEAR a good time for a new START? I might seem pessimistic, but honestly, does anything really change with a new year? do you really get a new start? because the way i see it, everything from 2007 just kind of dragged onto 2008... nothing new happened. the only new thing i have in my life is a set of bills due and a new schedule for the spring semester, which, mind you i am NOT looking forward to 9am classes.

I go back to MSU tomorrow... and besides the whole school part, I'm actually glad to be heading back. I miss the lovely miss Gina, my roomie, and now Jess is moving up which means my best friend in the WORLD will be there.. even though its something I have refused to admit, I hated living in east lansing last semester, it was horrible! mainly because of guys and positions i put myself in, but still! i didn't have my best friends there and now, well thats going to change :)

sidenote: Go see JUNO! it was seriously the best movie I have seen in a while, if you like dry humor, this one is for you!